Continuation from TFLN - (for thenewnormal)

[neverlooksaway]

He doesn't reply because he's spotted Alex, and, yes, he's eager for whatever they end up doing, but he really is a tiny bit concerned Alex thinks he doesn't want people to know, like he's ashamed of it or something. He's a bit confused, still, because it's so new and nothing he had any inkling of he started noticing Alex, but he's not ashamed of it.

It's just...theirs. And in the Summer of Awful, he needs something good.

Still, his smile is bright with relief that Alex isn't really upset with him, as he pulls up next to him, and reaches across to open the passenger door.

"Wanna go for a ride?"

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[thenewnormal]

Alex's heart started racing when they swerved. Jesus, they were being so stupid, the both of them. He glanced back out on the road and tried to stop the feeling of his chest in his throat. But that could have been at the idea of being the one to fuck Michael. As soon as the car had jerked, he'd also stopped the motion of his hand, but he hadn't let go.

"If you're going to do that," he said when he thought he could actually catch his breath, "maybe we should wait until we get where we're going."

Except he didn't really want to stop now that he'd started.

[neverlooksaway]

Michael steadied the truck, glanced around, then gave Alex a sheepish grin. "Sorry. Though, I mean...I kept it on the road. I'll pay more attention..." His tone was a little bit wheedling, because, sure it was dangerous, but he could keep them safe, and, really. He didn't want Alex taking his hand away.

"It's still a ways away..."

As in, he really didn't want to wait.

[thenewnormal]

Alex thought about it for a minute and a slow grin formed on his face. "You know, I know of a good reason for you to keep the car steady." He'd thought about it before, teased Michael about it, but here was a reason. He licked his lips again. "Otherwise I'll bite your dick off."

He shifted position until he could properly bend over Michael and then carried through on his threat. Or was that his promise? He licked along the length of him and then started seeing exactly how much of Michael he could take in.

Dear god, let there be no potholes.

[neverlooksaway]

"That is a pretty good reason," Michael said with a grin, a grin that faltered when Alex bent over, and faded completely into a gasp as Alex's tongue ran up his length, and a choked moan as Alex swallowed him down.

It wasn't his first blow job or anything, but Alex's actually wanting to do it, the thrill of the situation, the way he wanted Alex in ways he'd never wanted anyone...his whole body shuddered as he gritted his teeth and tightened his grip on the wheel and made sure he was going the speed limit. He wanted to wind his fingers in Alex's hair, but he didn't have a hand free that worked well enough to do that, so he had to content himself with those sounds of appreciation.

"Holy shit..."

[thenewnormal]

Alex stopped, mouth still around Michael, when he heard the swear but relaxed again when he realized that Michael wasn't jerking the car around again. He hummed in approval and got back to the task at hand. It wasn't like he'd had a lot of experience before Michael and he couldn't do the kinds of things he'd seen on the internet. Deep-throating was beyond him.

But what he lost in lack of experience, he made up for in enthusiasm and where his mouth couldn't go, his hand filled in the empty space.

He moaned softly. Michael just tasted so good, Alex thought he could do this forever.

[neverlooksaway]

Michael did almost jerk the car as that hum vibrated against his dick, but managed to keep it steady, even as they sped up for a moment until he eased back off the accelerator. Between Alex's hand and his mouth, his dick was surrounded by Alex, and it was happier than it had ever been by that fact. He certainly had no complaints about Internet comparisons or lack of enthusiasm.

Turned out, enthusiasm counted for a lot.

The moan made him shiver again, and he echoed it. He was never gonna last at this pace, and he wasn't sure if that was embarrassing or a testament to how Alex drove him crazy and should be flattered. "Don't stop...please...Jesus..fuck..."

[thenewnormal]

Stopping was the last thing on his mind. If anything, he picked up the pace a little as the noises Michael was making sent soft jolts through him. His brow furrowed as he made the effort to go just that much deeper and suck just a little harder. He'd had the picture of what this was going to be like in his head and it was already better than that.

He moaned again, since Michael had seemed to like that, and kneaded his hand along the inside of Michael's thigh.

This damn car ride needed to be over because Michael needed to know what he tasted like. Perfection.

[neverlooksaway]

Michael managed to hold on mostly by focusing on his driving. It was possibly the hardest thing he'd ever done, and he found his hips rolling up into Alex's mouth as shivers ran over his skin. Alex's hand on his thigh was almost as erotic, if only because of the additional intimacy that wrapped itself around his heart. Made it feel like they were connected and Michael had someone, and thinking that just about made him come.

He couldn't help the noises that kept falling fom his lips, even though he tried, and he'd never been so happy to see the turn off for the ranch. He made it slowly, knowing the road got rougher, and it was hard to turn with just one hand, and harder still with Alex's mouth doing those wonderfully sinful things to him, but he managed and got them far enough from the road that he could shift it into park, press back against the seat and wind his fingers in Alex's hair finally.

"Alex..." He closed his eyes, rolling his hips a little. "Please..."

[thenewnormal]

Alex was panting when he managed to pull off of Michael. There was a spark of rebelliousness in his eyes and he darted up to kiss Michael quickly. "Come on, Guerin. Stop being gentle with me. I can take it." A little curl of doubt settled in his stomach because he wasn't at all sure he could take it, but he knew how to survive a trial of fire.

Before Michael could respond, Alex opened the passenger door to give him a little more room to maneuver and then went back to letting Michael fuck his mouth. No, he went back to encouraging Michael to fuck his mouth, digging his fingers into Michael's thigh every time he thrust.

[neverlooksaway]

Michael's eyes widened at what Alex was asking, the challenge in it, even as he shivered at the taste of himself on Alex's lips in that brief kiss. Then Alex's mouth engulfed him again, and he arched up off the seat a little with a groan. His fingers tightened in Alex's hair, then released, sliding through its silky strands before cradling the back of his head.

He didn't want to make this unpleasant for Alex, wanted him to enjoy it, too. It was a gift Alex was giving, not something for Michael to take. But if Alex wanted more...

He thrust upward, holding Alex's head still, deeper than he had while he was driving. He was able to look down, watch now, the slide of his dick between Alex's lips, and he found a rhythm that worked, hips working with Alex's mouth, but still not all the way. He let himself just feel, now that he didn't have to concentrate on anything else, and felt pleasure spiking and spiraling. He wasn't going to last long, but he wanted to hold on in this moment as long as he could.

[thenewnormal]

God, it was too much and there were a few times when Alex almost had to pull away, but he wanted this as much for himself as for Michael. He wanted Michael to feel good. He wanted to taste Michael's come in his mouth. He just wanted Michael full stop. So if things were a little awkward or a little uncomfortable, he endured. It was like any skill; the more he did this, the better he'd get. And he planned on doing this a lot.

He was expecting it, waiting on the moment when Michael would finally come, but it came as a surprise, too. Alex took everything he could eagerly, waiting until Michael's hips stopped moving to push back up, deliberately wiping at his mouth with his thumb and then sucking at the thumb.

When he leaned in towards Michael, he was looking more than a little smug.

"So, you want a taste? I'm not sure I can get enough."

[neverlooksaway]

It hit Michael as a surprise, too, rushing through him and elicting a few curses and a cry of Alex's name. He was breathing hard afterward, but Alex's smile and the way he sucked up every drop had Michael thinking about the next time already.

Alex's comment just took that thinking and ratcheted it up another notch.

He laughed, breathless and delighted, and he maybe hadn't ever thought about wanting to taste himself, but with Alex's smile, he found it way hotter than he'd ever imagined.

He wound his fingers back in Alex's hair, tugging him back in for a deep kiss, tongue teasing and tasting himself and Alex underneath.

"Feel free to do that anytime." He pulled back a little and glanced around. "Let's get farther off the road. Maybe I can return the favor..." He hadn't done it before, but the idea played over in his head in good ways. "Or if there's something else you'd like to do..."

Like fucking Michael--he'd been serious about wondering about that, too.

[thenewnormal]

"Everything," Alex said, leaning back in his seat so Michael could start the car again. There was a hesitation in his voice, though, and it wasn't because he didn't want Michael. The bulge in his jeans gave proof to just how much he wanted Michael. He just couldn't help but be a little bitter about the circumstances.

They should have time to get to know each other. Dates, sure, he wanted to sneak a makeout session in the back of a movie theater with him. But they both deserved better than some quickie in the back of Michael's truck.

He grimaced and finally decided to say it. "Your first time shouldn't be in the back of your truck." But there was no way in hell it could be at Alex's. Not unless his dad had to head out of state for a few days, and Alex was pretty sure that after what he'd walked in on, he wasn't leaving Alex in the house alone any time soon.

[neverlooksaway]

Michael's gaze had falled to that bulge that was more than a little enticing, though the hesitation gave him pause, made him frown. When Alex finally went on, though, he chuckled slightly.

"I live in the back of my truck, Alex. I mean, we could try and find a cheap motel somewhere or whatever, but...I like the idea of having memories of you here and back there." He tilted his head toward the truck bed. "The memories will have a place-tie that can't be taken away."

Everytime he laid down in his sleeping bag alone, he'd be able to think of Alex there, against him, around him, inside him, whatever, and it not just be fantasy, but memory. For a while, at least, he'd even be able to smell Alex back there, have a way to hold him close on all those nights Michael spent alone.

[thenewnormal]

"I didn't say I'd never get you back there, Guerin," Alex muttered, cheeks turning a little pink. Yes, he could suck Michael off in full view in his truck, but this made him embarrassed. Who'd have figured?

"Just...the first time should be slow. And special." He got a little redder. "I want to take my time with you."

It was so much easier talking about this when he had the distance of text messages. Or when he was actually doing something. Instead of Michael just sitting there giving him those puppy-dog eyes that were so hard to resist.

[neverlooksaway]

The blush was adorable, and since Michael's cheeks were a little pink, too, also reassuring. Especially since, truth be told, he was nervous about the idea of it. Interested, and definitely wanting to do it, but...nervous. He didn't even have a real frame of reference, but he wanted Alex in every way possible, and the idea of Alex being in him made him feel like he might hyperventilate.

He pulled the truck over again, now far from the road, and not so far from the old mine where their pods were. Technically, they were on the ranch, but far from where the working sections were--no one should bother them here. "I think we can...take our time here, but...we can do anything else you want, too."

[thenewnormal]

Anything you want. The idea was heady and Alex had to get out of the truck without answering. If he answered, he was just going to crawl on top of Michael right then and there and kiss him senseless. He wanted at least some kind of space so that he could touch everything he wanted to touch.

"Come make out with me," he called over his shoulder and headed to the back of the truck.

He was hard enough that whatever they did wasn't going to last long, but it didn't matter. Michael, touching him, thinking about him, sucking him, that had made him hard, so it didn't need to be drawn out.

[neverlooksaway]

Michael got out of the truck cab as quickly as he could using just his right hand, and moved around to the back of the truck with a grin. He managed the release for the back, and clambered in a little awkwardly--this was gonna be a bit tricky with his hand, and he wished he could use his power to make it easier, like he did when he was alone, but the effort was worth it.

More than, as he curled his right hand in Alex's shirt and pulled him close, kissing him deeply with a happp groan to have him pressed properly close, finally.

[thenewnormal]

Alex moaned softly when he ended up getting pulled up against Michael. "Careful," he muttered, nipping at Michael's lips. "Sensitive equipment here." He took Michael's good hand and pressed it up against his jeans just to prove how sensitive it was. And then he couldn't help but press against Michael's hand.

He could have taken advantage more, but he went back to kissing Michael now that his point was made.

[neverlooksaway]

Michael got the point, and hummed into the kiss, pleased. His hand stayed where Alex had put it, rubbing over him slowly. His fingers fumbled at the button on Alex's jeans, had a tough time with it, might've subtly used his power to get it undone.

When he managed to get past fabric and wrap his hand around Alex's dick, he moaned into the kiss. It was still a little strange, holding a dick not his, but strange in a very good way. It was Alex himself that drew Michael, but he liked touching him, learning him; enjoyed the taste of him and the way he fit against Michael's body. It wasn't something he spent much time looking at too closely, after he'd decided to just seize the moment, but it was a wonderous discovery that still delighted him.

It took him a second to get his hand adjusted right, and then make sure they weren't gonna tumble onto his broken one, but once he'd settled into it, he started stroking, slowly, letting his fingers run over Alex's skin, feeling him, and paying close attention to the reactions he managed to get from doing so.

[thenewnormal]

Theoretically, this shouldn't have been any different from jerking off on his own at home. The same mechanics were involved with the only difference being that Michael was kissing him. And really there was an unfamiliarity that came along with it that should have meant it would have been even more awkward.

And yet. And yet this was Michael's hand on him and just that simple fact excited Alex. And yet he was clearly what Alex liked and when he had to thrust to get that little bit more. And yet he was clearly eager in the same way that Alex had been eager to taste him.

"God, I've always loved your..."

Alex froze briefly, his face going pale as he looked at the hand that Michael wasn't touching him with. He'd always loved Michael's hands. He'd watched them play over the guitar he'd given to Michael and had wondered what they would be like on his body.

Shit.

[neverlooksaway]

Michael was pretty sure he was doing this wrong, just because of the awkwardness of the angle, but Alex's dick was hard and hot and heavy in his hand, and Alex was kissing him. When Alex thrust a little more, Michael's hand tightened some to give him more friction.

He was so lost in enjoying the touching, the scent of Alex's pre-cum and feel of him in his hand, that the words didn't register until Alex froze. He pulled back a little with a curious sound, until he followed Alex's gaze to his broken hand.

A pang went through him at that, a flare of hurt for what he'd potentially lost. But maybe not? Maybe it'd heal fine, and he'd work at it, and it wouldn't matter. It did still hurt like a bitch, though, pretty steadily, so he didn't want to talk about it.

"Well, then...you should see what my mouth can do..."

That would be different enough to distract him, though it was awkward to shift position with his hand and he had to pull his right one away from Alex to manage to wriggle down enough. He was, admittedly, a little intimidated after making that boast, but he'd figure it out, right? He knew what he liked, at least, in the few he'd had. Ducking his head, he licked a curious swipe up Alex's dick and around the head, tasting him and finding it far more pleasant than he'd expected.

[thenewnormal]

Alex wanted to curse himself for his moment of distraction, but the wound was still so raw and he still blamed himself. He could have excused it as being a good samaritan if his father had found Michael just staying there, but the unforgiveable sin had been actually sleeping with him.

He let out a soft sigh when Michael switched position and started using his mouth instead. Even if, for all the world, he couldn't actually regret that part.

He kept his hands on his thighs and his thighs still in an effort to make this as easy as possible for Michael. His encouragement came out in soft moans that got louder whenever Michael did something very right. It wasn't perfect by any means, but Michael always had been a good student when he put his mind to it and apparently he wanted to learn Alex.

"It's a very...mm...pretty mouth."

[neverlooksaway]

Michael had been just as keen on the sleeping with Alex part, too, and there was no way he was letting Alex's dad come at Alex with that hammer. It was Jesse Manes who was to blame, not Alex, and Michael hadn't ever thought any differently, even when the pain was almost too much.

He paid attention as he worked his mouth over Alex, and, remembering what Alex had done, curled his hand around the base of his cock, stroking slowly. When Alex moaned louder, Michael remembered and definitely did it again. He couldn't take him in very deep, but he was enthusiastic about what he could do. Licking and sucking, and then he experimented with different ways he could tease with his tongue--it occurred to him that at least some of what he'd learned to do with girls could apply here, at least where flexibility and strength came in.

He hummed his appreciation of the compliment, peeking up at Alex from underneath his lashes.

[thenewnormal]

Alex's hips jerked a little when Michael hummed. He knew Michael hadn't meant it like that, but...his eagerness was more than a turn on. Alex was the first guy that Michael had been with and while he might have been a bit shy talking about it - which was absolutely adorable considering he didn't think he'd ever seen Michael be shy - he was jumping in feet first about the rest of it.

"I'm almost...I mean, if you're not sure if you want to try it, you can come up and kiss me and your hand can finish the rest."

And he wasn't sure that had made any sense to him let alone Michael.